it's only right if i said it loud but it's also wrong.
so i kept it in, knowing i'll be judged harshly for this.
i want to,badly. but i guess im not that kind of person. its okay. i know you knew it anyway without my explanation.
but still i'm ashamed to say things i'm supposed to say,feeling guilty that i havent done my best to return everything you've done for me. im really sorry. i'll try again. i promise i'll grow stronger at the thought of you.
thank you,for all the sacrifices you had made. you're everything to me. and i am completely nothing without you. thus thank you again for always forgiving my mistakes and praying for my well-being.
there's no one else (God willing) but you.
i love you. sincerely.